things to consider when taking on a new adventure:
why am i doing this?
i'm doing this because my day to day life is boring me. because the winter has been cold and dreary. because i need something new to look forward to every day.
i'm also doing this because my work life is crazy and i'd like to think that some day i could be doing more of what i wanted to do with my life.
i'm doing this for the inner me. the child in me. the part of me that never wanted to settle and yet here i am.
can i do this?
absolutely. but it is going to take time. it's going to take work. it's going to take more emotion than i'm used to. i'm going to have to push myself. i'm going to have to hold myself responsible. and i'm terrified. what if i fail? worse, what if i succeed?
what's next?
creating. i need to create. i need to sit down, dig out my paints, wet my brushes and go at it. i need to get out of this office and make it happen. i need to just do it.
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